Saturday, July 10, 2010

Dark times

Dear friends,
This is a collage I did to express my latest quiet time which was quite dark. I got into thinking I wished that I was dead which really disturbs me. I also told another friend I didn't know how I would get through the next 30 years being the way I am. Now I am in my next zippy I am back into life be in it.
I had a marvellous revelation that a lot of my depression and negative thinking it my inner child being really fearful so I have started a journal especially for my inner child to dialogue with my parent and adult. It is going really well and am pleased with my progress.
Yesterday I went and did some NLP Neuro Linguistic programming and I thought it would be all mumbo jumbo but i am quite impressed with how went and made some major revelations and healing of my divided self. I am going again to deal with other fears and concerns.
Will post when I am able which is usually when i am in my zippy phase. I wonder if I ever post when I am quiet.
lots of love from susan in australia


Lin said...

Your collage does capture the darkness but I see a spot of hope too with the blue skies of the landscape.

Christie said...

Your images are so soulful. You've found just the right emotional "tone" in these pics, or at least that's how it seems to me.

Susan Hosken said...

Two comments here. it is 2 years later and my moods are better and quiet is much easier to traverse. times change