I thought it would be a good idea to get a new bathroom for a deep bath even though my bathroom is only 10 or so years old, then I decided I needed $25,000 of stained glass windows and this zippy time I ordered a $5,000 bracelet. Needless to say I can't afford such things on my pension. i am really worried. Not sure how to help myself. I wish I could talk with other bipolar people to ask what they do to avert getting involved with spending huge amounts of money. Lucky for me I didn't go ahead with any of these ideas other than to speak to designers and with the windows put down a deposit.
I'm wondering how long I can keep going with the gratitudes. it is hard in my quiet time.
lots of love from susan in australia